Different Beauty

So I am such a girl. I so emotional sometimes, and I have a tendency to wear my heart on my sleeve. Sometimes I wish I would think before I speak...note to self: work on filter in brain....

Sometimes I wish I could not be so emotionally attached to certain people..life would be much easier for my heart. Oh but where would the fun be in that......so I take it back.

But alas, I am in love and am not ashamed to say it people! I will love this person until the day I die. And by love I mean deep, raw, unashamed, pure, crazy, happy love them. *You know who you are* Even if you are never moved to feel the same way about me, I had to admit it to myself, and well...the world for that matter.

There I said it. I feel so much better. I knew I was nearing the cliff, but I just haven't had the guts to jump off...to take an adventure, with all it's twists, turns, upside downs, and over the tops.

I didn't realize how much I loved you until the other day when you said the most magnificent thing. *ask me later* ...sorry to all you avid readers I only put so much out here... And I literaly said to God, "Oh my...God, I love this man." Truly and utterly love him. Through thick and thin, up and down, good and bad. We are like an old married couple. And if I never get to experience the joy of marriage I will be ok because he has shown me what love really does look and feel like.

So thank you for journeying this far with me, for always being consious of my heart and feelings, and for being the only man to truly see the good in me. For that I will always appreciate you.

So basically all that code is to say that I'm jumping, and it would be amazing if you wanted to jump with me...however, like I said I will understand if you like where you are....

Which brings me to another point....last one...
Life is full of risks and jumping and crazy dreams. What a boring life it would be if we didn't jump every now and then, just to see where we landed.....